wat is wrong wif me??!?!?!!

seriously I do not noe wat I'm doing.
keep tinking of silly things
running away from reality
no mood to go work (in fact I haf not called my agent yet =P)
8 days has passed, and I haven really done anything.
always wanted holidays, but now got holidays liaos
feel like gg back sch..
wat am I tinking???????????

almost everyday sleep till 2 plus 3 then wake up
bathe nua abit use com watch drama/tv.....
but of cos got meet up wif frens lahs.
but it isn't wat I want!!!!!
WHY DOESN'T I HAF THE COURAGE TO DO WAT I WANT?!?!?!
perhaps wat I wanted to do is not realistic bahs.

ok, IT'S TIME FOR A CHANGE!!!!!
I'm gonna wake up like 10plus tml (*trying to!!),
call my agent n ask her help me find slots for work,
help daddy pay bills,
buy necessities,
and.......

LALALALALA!!!! WATEVER!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~B-Y-E~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!