I'm really bored

I promise to be a good gal tis few daes.
and I am doing tt now.

It is not as easy as I tot it to be.
I got no mood to go out.
suppose to haf a few gathering to attend to
but I decided not to go.
the impact cause by them was really too big.
I tot I can forget with time but now, I found out tat I CAN'T!!!

I did not expect things will turn out to be like tis.
I dunno wat happen
I really wan someone to tell me.

Everyday I wake up like 3 plus 4.
Waking up wif nth to do
and jus tink n tink
I'M GOING CRAZY SOON!!!