why things become like tis!?!?!

It's already midnight already and i am still awake.

Dad's not rushing me to slp and no one cares wat time i go slp..
Todae is e 2nd or i should sae 3rd dae since holiday starts..
And i am feeling bored already..

Many things happen recently..
I do not noe whr should i start wif..
I haf been feeling really down recently..
I asked myself wat actually happened? Why has things suddenly become like tis?!?
Wat went wrong between my class and I?

Did I do anything tat makes them detests me?
I tried asking them wat happened? Did I do anything wrong tat u all do not wan me to hang out wif u all anymore?

I am seriously lost..
I do not noe who to speak to..or i should sae there isn't anyone I can speak to..
I had tried picking up my phone to msg my frens to tell them but...
on second tots, those msgs were nv send out..

All these are my own business, why should I bother others?
I had wanted to tell him but eventually I didn't..
I haf always put up a brave front in front of him.. I do not wan him to see me in tis state..
I cherish friendship more than anything..
I seriously do not noe wat cause the 360 degrees change..
Till now, i haf not given up on this friendship tat we built in the pass 16wks..
I am still trying ways to salvage tis piece of friendship..and I still do now..
Trust me, I am someone who cherishes frens more than anything else..

My area of frens has gradually decreased..
I do not haf much time to keep in contact wif all my frens..
Like taking Xinmin pri for example, I could only remember NingZhi and no one else..
As for JTPS, its not too bad.. I had Clarence(sister!), Dickson, ShiHua..
BLSS?? yea some, Bestia, Denise, LiLi, Samuel, WeiHao and etc..
I should not sae anymore..
I jus wan to salvage e friendship tat i had wif my class..

PPLE!! I'M SORRY IF I HAF DONE ANYTHING WRONG!! PLS TELL ME MY MISTAKES N I WILL CHANGE!! I PROMISE!!